So much has changed between entries… I should really write more often. The job turned out to totally suck!!! I never did convince myself to believe in the company so I wasn’t very good at convincing people to go thousands of dollars in debt to go there. Despite how unhappy I was, I made great money so I decided to try and get students so I could stay at the job. It was so terrible to keep trying and to keep not being successful. It was really frustrating because I constantly asked for more training on how to do better but never received it. I tried studying on my own after work too and it just ended up getting me in more trouble because I was using “unapproved language.” There were a lot of trainings that were required for everyone, but none of those trainings were specifically to help me.
I read between the lines of the company and it looks like they’re going to go on accreditation probation status in April. I knew cutbacks and layoffs were coming but I didn’t think it would be me because I was really trying and I was doing much better as I got more experience. It ended up being a game of “does my student count yet?” The answer was never the same for two students in a row.
What happened was this – I was told I have 30 days to meet specific standards or I would be terminated. Or, I could choose to take a buyout option. That option means I’m still getting paid and I’m still an employee but I don’t go back to work. They definitely made it seem like they wanted me to stay and had all these plans for how they were finally going to help me and get me more training. Instead I took the buyout option and cleaned out my desk! 🙂
My stupid boss cried and hugged me when I left! I couldn’t believe it! She was so useless and now she’s cried on me! Ugh! Bitches keep crying when I leave their teams! My old boss teared up too and she seemed to hate me but I thanked her for the experience of working for her and for giving me a chance with the company when I left. I will never understand people. I told this boss that I wished her well and good luck and she teared up and told me how nice I am and that she hopes I can find a job I’ll enjoy.
I’m excited I don’t have to go back! I’m terrified of what will happen now though. I don’t know what I want to do for work anymore either. I know I want to write but when I left the warehouse job my boss kept all the writing I had done so I don’t have any business writing in my portfolio. I definitely want to stay the hell away from call centers though, that’s for sure! The clock is now ticking and I’m praying we will be ok financially.
I’m sure I will find something but I hope it is soon…